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“Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.” - Henry David Thoreau (Walden)

If i die before you. ill write your name on a star. so everyone can see how much you really mean to me. Tell them to look up she said, tell them to remember the stars. Close Your Eyes, Cover Your Ears, Scream It Out
It was cold, your hands were shaking, and I stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as I said, "Let's pretend winter isn't here." As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "Let's pretend the snow isnt the only thing falling fast."

"there's always something left, if two people really loved each other.''
Cause love's such an old fashioned word, and love dares you to care. For the people on the edge of the night and love dares you to change our way of caring about ourselves.

"You listen to me. I've been alive a bit longer than you. And dead a lot longer than that. I've seen things you couldn't imagine. And done things I prefer you didn't. Don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes. A lot of wrong bloody calls. A hundred-plus years. And there's only one thing I've ever been sure of. You. Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it's not because I want you. Or because I can't have you. It has nothin' to do with me. I love what you are. What you do. How you try. I've seen your kindness, and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand, with perfect clarity, exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one."
You got lost for a while. You've been trying to find a smile. You got stood up, then you fell down, and when you needed, there was no one around. You loved the previews and hate the movie. You scream at the screen, "Something move me," before you start to fade away.

"If this continues, you will be dead. And I'm not talking about the 'Oh, my God, if I don't get invited to the prom, I'm going to die' type of dead, I'm talking *dead*, dead. Is that clear enough for you? Because if it's not, I could of course text you on my Blackberry or my Blueberry or my Chuck Berry... although technically Chuck Berry is a blackberry... the point is, you gotta stop wasting everyone's time and grow up. Is that clear to you, sweetheart?"
"But in the end, the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel, how painful it may be, with the help of those around you, you'll get through this too."

I was lying in a burned out basement with the full moon in my eyes. I was hoping for replacement. When the sun burst through the sky. There was a band playing in my head, and I felt like getting high.
You took your friendship away without even discussing it with me. So thank you very much for forgiving me, but I don`t forgive you.
-Beaches

I just want them to know that they didn't break me.
-Pretty In Pink
Your looking for love in all the wrong places, seeing empty faces, awkward situations. Everything you said was a lie, who are you pretending to be tonight?

It seems like the chaos of this world is accelerating, but so is the beauty in the consciousness of more and more people.
This is our decision to live fast and die young. We’ve got the vision, now let’s have some fun. Yeah, it’s overwhelming, but what else can we do?

A laundry list of problems doesn't make you interesting; and never getting help doesn't make you brave.
Rain loves the flowers for a drop at a time when they collide. Petals love the dirt and make them strong when flowers die. Dirt tries to love everything but it's only dirt.

Broken sky mirror, blue-shadowed snow, June is far now, hold while you can; show bare of branch stark of stalk: ache us to know. Winter Vocative by William Bronk 
Because it's okay to fall down, it's okay to crumble. I've seen this before. You said you wanted to crawl down deep inside, but at this point, after last year, I'm happy to be alive.
So what if your friends think I'm crazy? Well, I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway. They're all theory, no action. And where I'm from, we live like the latest attraction. 
A clean break is easier. You can reset it and it heals and then you move on. But if you leave things messy or things don't get put right then it just hurts; forever.
When faced with tragedy, we gather as many people around us as we possibly can. Mere acquaintances become best friends. Enemies become kindred spirits. We need people so later we can look back and say, 'I went through that with them.' People who can remind us that what we experienced, what we felt, was real.

I am a jumble of passions, misgivings and wants. It seems that I am always in a state of wishing and rarely in a state of contentment.
This won't mean a thing come tomorrow, and that's exactly how I'll make it seem. Cause I'm still not sleeping, thinking I've crawled home from worse than this.

I'm such a coward, so damn reckless, but I just need your attention. Strip me away from the booze and drugs, teach me about being in love.
I've been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction. I didn't know what I wanted. All I knew was that you were always there, always in my head, always under my skin.

Stranger things have happened; stranger things have been loved.
You get a little moody sometimes but I think that's because you like to read. People that like to read are always a little fucked up.
It's strong and it's sudden and it's cruel sometimes. But it might just save your life: that's the power of love.

Save your heart for someone that’s worth dying for, save your heart for someone that leaves you breathless.
“So baby don’t worry, you are my only. You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down.” Down ; Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne

“Who is more real? Homer or Ulysses? Shakespeare or Hamlet? Burroughs or Tarzan?” - L’Envoi Chapter in The Number of the Beastby Robert A. Heinlein 
“If you’re the bird, then I’m the worm and it’s plain to see. That we were meant to be.” The Bird and The Worm ; Owl City
I just love anything that makes me laugh. I think that's important: those stomach-wrenching, jaw-hopping laughs that you can taste inside and out. Feel them, and let them out. 
Maybe there’s not a lot of air up here in the mountains because it’s the closest place in the world to heaven.
People who hate to read scare me; good books are what's kept me alive. 
It was a bright afternoon out in front of your school. You walked down the steps. And I loved you. 'Cause I could see your heart. You held it before you for everyone to see. And I worried that it would be bruised or torn. And more than anything in my life I wanted to keep it safe, to warm it with my own. 
“But we’re older now and oh, we’re ever hopeful: I’ve got a feeling that the dash is going to make up for the trouble. Now it’s roaring noon and it’s a celebration, And we gallop through the city, you’re the chief investigator.” 
If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
I feel no sympathy. You live inside a cave! You barely get by, the rest of us are trying. There's no need to apologize, I've got no time for feeling sorry. 
And there's only four seasons, but even the best of us fall. She says hold me up darling, because I can't see straight. Been drinking again and staying up late. Hope you understand that it's just that time of year. And there's only four seasons, but these feelings are always here. 
"Get out of your bedroom, and stop being so upset. Just because you're not seeing him doesn't mean the night is over. You and me, we're going to go out together.. get you something you like. If he wont treat you like you deserve to be treated, well there will be another one who will. I hate seeing you like this. You're a beautiful girl, you've got a beautiful smile.. you have no reason to be sad. You've always done everything for him, and if he doesn't know how to appreciate you and treat you right.. then someone else will. " 
from Harry Potter.

also from Harry Potter. 
Junk is the mold of monopoly and possession. Junk is quantative and accurately measurable. The more junk you use the less you have and the more you have the more you use. All the hallucinogen drugs are considered sacred by those who use them but no one ever suggested that junk is sacred. There are no opium cults. Junk is profane and quantitative like money. Junk is is the ideal product... the ultimate merchandise. No sales talk necessary. The client will crawl through a sewer and beg to buy... The junk merchant does not sell the product to the consumer, he sells the consumer to the product. He does not improve and simplify his merchandise. He degrades and simplifies the client.
But she don't recall much more She lived a contagious youth Still she swears she has no past She said she don't take love 'Cause that high it never lasts 
When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.
You're breathing so I guess you're still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. Won't you come on a bit closer, close enough so I can smell you. I need you to feel this. I need this to make me whole. Release in sodomy. For I am your witness and blood and flesh can be trusted. And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind. 
You make my life stand still for a moment You make this chaos stop for only a second You calm me down for as long as i need And you love me for me, not matter how hard that may be
Don't ever be afraid to come to me with stuff like that. The simple fact that you actually seem to give a crap is the reason I took an interest in you to begin with. It's why I trust you. It's why I trust you as a person. 
We did not change, as we grew older. We just became more clearly ourselves. - Andy Warhol
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous.

We love the things we love for what they are -Robert Frost We fell in love with the windows rolled down, chasing the sunset through another empty town 
Music is everybody's business. It's only the publishers who think people own it. - John Lennon
Sometimes I take humor seriously. Sometimes I take seriousness humorously. 
The conversation between your fingers and someone else’s skin. This is the most important discussion you can ever have.
Okay so you’re out the gates and in the race and you get an education and a job and a wife and a kid and you drink and you eat and you make love when you can sometimes more than you can and you consume things like your lover and a cigarette and a drink and a bite to eat before you go to sleep and then wake up and do it again because you can and you will and that’s what’s expected of you just like they expected it of your father and his father before him and one day they’ll expect it from your kids too and then their kids will follow your over trodden footsteps into the office and get a cup of coffee and talk by the water cooler about what movies they saw last night. You need to slow down. There is more than this.

Revenge is the saddest thing. Honey, I'm afraid to say, you deserve everything.
If you're going to go through hell... I suggest you come back learning something.

There are two kinds of visual memory: one when you skillfully recreate an image in the laboratory of your mind, with your eyes open (and then I see Annabel in such general terms as: “honey-colored skin,” “thin arms,” “brown bobbed hair,” “long lashes,” “big bright mouth”); and the other when you instantly evoke, with shut eyes, on the dark innerside of your eyelids, the objective, absolutely optical replica of a beloved face, a little ghost in natural colors (and this is how I see Lolita)." (c) Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

Don't you know that dreams are fragile things? - A Troll In Central Park
“What you make of me is what you’ll carry for the rest of your life.” — Charles Manson
no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow

we wont call or write or regret all the things we did the weight of us was always a cross to wear
weighed down by the fears of our fathers can't stop us now because waking up with the road moving under our feet is what moves us 
References to common sense have no place in times like this. Trust me friends, I’m a fan of sleeping, but tonight adventure conquers dreaming.
I was deceived by the waves And the sand along the coast I was deceived by the sea And I never can go home

Opinions of nocturnal love, without poet’s charm or wit, misunderstood to passers by, but loud and clear to misfit kids.
Nothings ever gonna stand in my Nothings ever gonna stand in my Nothings ever gonna stand in my way again

I walk these streets for miles I'm holding back these tears in style I feel you burn inside me
"I can't find the heartbeat in this city."

A suitcase Is a nice place For a young man to call home There just ain't no where to hang your hat from The wrong taste and the right place Will burn an image on your tongue
The voice behind these verses Is still so far from perfect. I don't want to let any of you down.

Don't let it fool you. Don't let it fool you.
I left my body to the night forever And I'm never going to pray for this world It’s too loud, it’s too crowded, too bitter to swallow
 Maybe the sun will shine today The clouds will blow away Maybe I won't feel so afraid I will try to understand Either way Maybe you still love me Maybe you don't Either you will or you won't Maybe you just need some time alone

"Where demons dare sleep you will find me dreaming,"
You're going down, like it or not. You're going down, like it or not. You're going down, like it or not.

“But you can’t give your heart to a wild thing; the more you do, the stronger they get. Until they’re strong enough to run into the woods. Or fly into a tree. Then a taller tree. Then the sky. That’s how you’ll end up if you love a wild thing. You’ll end up looking at the sky. But believe me- it’s better to look at the sky than to live there. Such an empty place; so vague. just a country where the thunder goes and things disappear…” 
Byzantium, I come not from, But from another time and place Whose race was simple, tried and true; As boy I dropped me forth in Illinois. A name with neither love nor grace Was Waukegan, there I came from And not, good friends, Byzantium. - Excerpt from “Byzantium” by Ray Bradbury
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